Growing Up

It took me years to reach ur heart,, Coz m jus one inch tall.. da walls like mountain made feel weak,, coz m jus one inch tall..  thorns seemed so hard like rocks,, coz m jus one inch tall.. woods wud touch da sky,, coz m jus one inch tall.. How i wished to see u from a distance,, coz m jus one inch tall.. hope nd hope was all i had in my heart,, coz m jus inch tall..  Din't had so many memories of urs,, coz m jus one inch tall.. Smile was all i remembered of urs,, coz m jus inch tall.. Still i took da path,, Noeing i was jus one inch tall.. nd now i m der nd i luv being here,, even wen i noe m jus one inch tall........

my hearts in pieces,, my dreams shattered,, i don't wanna mend dat heart again,, i don't wanna see dose dreams again..... my lyf in bits,, my words lost somewhere,, i don't wanna mess my lyf again,, i don't wanna loose myself again..... my wish still is a wish,, my silence is still intact,, i don't want my silence to b heard now,, i don't want to b at dat pinnacle again.....

    BEING A STRANGER Lets b strangers again,, 
coz it hurts me wen u ignore me,,
 coz i can't b lifeless brick in ur wall,, 
jus a smile cud do wonders'''''' 

Lets b strangers once again,,
 betr it was wen v din't noe each odr, ,
xpectations was never around,, 
jus a word wud do wonders.. 

Lets b strangers once again,, 
forget d gud old days,,
 coz it hurts hard today,, 
Jus respect cud do wonders''''' 

Lets b strangers once again,, dunno wat made u change so much,, was da reason for u to change,, 
or was it u who wanted to slide away''''' 

I noe its useless a question now,, 
answer already lost in d past now,, 
Seems so unreal to me ,, 
lets b strangers once again''''''

             I need U It is jus words dat keeps me alive It is jus thoughts dat keeps me afloat Bt jus sometimes words r not enough Bt jus sometimes thoughts r not enough Dat is wen i need U, i need U......... Dere r times wen i cried Dere r moments wen i panicked Bt Jus cudnt holdon d tears Bt Jus cudnt calm myself down Dat is wen i need U, i need u........... Life isn't so simple Life isn't a straight sprint Bt jus too messy out here Bt jus so many turns Dat is wen i need U, i need U......... It hurts a lot , it really hurts a lot Dat is wen i need U, i need U.........

"DA WAIT ND DA TRUTH" 


 I m tired of hiding dis feelin,, 
i noe u cant leave him now.
. its better to evade wat i feel for u,, 
coz dis is gonna hurt me more'''' 

Bt u mean alot to me,, 
dunno how wil i b widut u nd me.. 
I jus dunno wher to end,, 
even wen i noe da truth'''' 

Efforts of mine wil b a waste,
, coz 4 u, its not about  me.. 
Bt y did i stil choose 2 luv u,, 
coz dis is gonna hurt me more'''''

 I noe it shatters me like hell,, 
wen u say u luv me bt u can't come back.. 
Nd i stil prefer to waiton,, 
even wen i noe da truth''''' '